Dating a married man is breaking my heart
I have no clue how I ever got involved in this nightmare. I had not a shred of attraction or romantic interest in this man who is 18 years older than me. The wife is his first marriage and they have no children.
He was just a coworker and we got friendlier, had a blast every time we hung out, and one day he stopped talking about his wife and wearing his wedding ring, and then all of a sudden I was totally lusting after him and sleeping with him. I have lost my self esteem and thus I keep allowing myself to be treated like the slut I am, all this affair will do to me in the end is break my heart and make me hate myself. Last time he was at my apartment and his wife called and he immediately left me like a prostitute that he decided wasn't worth the money, I was so hurt and angry and yet the next day I forgive him. I hate myself so much for doing this to the wife, everything i've done so far to stop myself has failed. I am sleeping with a man that has never spent a second of the weekend with me and would probably murder me to keep his wife in the dark, and this nightmare has destroyed my self esteem and every ounce or dignity I ever had.
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