by Secret Sandy
I have been seeing a married man for about a yr now and I have been knowning him for about 15yrs or so. I have always wanted him from day one but I knew he was married so I never approached him. We ran into each other at a night club and he approached me and gave me his number. So we started this thing not expecting to fall for each other but it can only go so far b/c of his situation and he and I both dont want him to leave his wife.
We never entered into this with that intension, just to have fun and give each other what we were missing at home. I have been single for a yr coming out of a 10yr bad relationship and he came at the right time but wrong situation. He has never cheated on his wife b/4, so I was the first woman he has ever slept with in 27yrs outside of his wife. I am turning him out sexually b/c he cant get enough but he wants us to be girlfriend and boyfriend and I dont want that and its hard to tell him that without hurting his feelings. I never wanted a relationship with him just some fun and excitement. Now I do love him but not the kind of love to where I want him to leave her or be his gf. So make little comments about us just being buddies and he gets a little upset when I say that but oh well.
I agree its my fault and I shouldve let it get this far out of control, but I thought it was going to be a one night stand and thats it, but its been a yr. Dayum!!!!!!
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