Feel so stuck
by Candice Evans
I have been married for 10 years. I have 2 small children and we bought our first house 2 years ago. I have had a off and on relationship with a married man for 14 months now. He said he cheated because his wife cheated on him, and I decided to cheat because my husband is very neglectful, emotionally and physically. He has been married for 14 years, has 3 daughters and said he only stayed because he didnt want his kids living without both parents at home.
Well recently his wife found out about the affair and isn't willing to forgive (even though he forgave her for cheating 3x). I don't feel guilty for their divorce because of her infidelity, they had many many issues before I even showed up. I want to end the affair but im addicted to this guy..when im with him my whole world seems at peace. I feel I love him and I worship the ground he walks on. We have split several times trying to work on things with our spouses but we keep coming back to eachother.
I just don't know what to do because if i stay with my husband i know i'll cheat again..im not happy. Idk what to do because of the kids and we both need eachother financially to a point. I feel so stuck
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