We met a year and a half ago. I was still married at the time, yet my husband and I were considering separation. I answered an ad for sex and that is how I met my MM. The first 6 months or so, we rarely talked, only met at a hotel for steamy sex about twice a month. In the meantime, my husband had left so I was feeling vunerable and lonely.
Now, a year later I am deeply in love with my MM. What started out as a means to satisfy our sexual desires has turned into the greatest love of my life. Once we started talking we realized we are very much alike, have many things in common, and have become best friends. There is nothing we can't discuss...politics, family, fantasies, the economy, you name it, we can talk about it. Our attachment is deep, and I've never felt this way about anyone. I'm 50.
I don't want him to leave his wife. Sometimes I think about how wonderful our life would be together as we are both open minded and free-spirited, but his wife is much younger and his children are small. They need him. So, I have resolved to be on the sidelines for now. I've kept my head about this thing, but I don't know how long our relationship will last. He drops hints about leaving his wife, but I discourage him as I'm not sure I could live with a man who so easily cheats on his wife.
At this point, all I can do is enjoy our time together. Our connection is amazing, and I expect nothing from him except to be the center of his world when we are together. There are times that I cry and hurt deeply, and decide to find someone else, but no one compares to him, so I wait to see what the future holds for me, for us.
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